I GOT SOUL..BUT IM NOT A SOLDIER

i love her

2005-04-30T00:00:32Z

i have the raddest best friend in the world
her name is makenna.ashlee.rieder<3
were best friends forevere and nothing can change that
our friendship is the best
NO FIGHTING
NO JEALOUSY
NOTHING<3
bff forever makenna i love you

LIVEJOURNAL

2005-04-25T23:44:22Z

YEAH IM GONNA START WRITING IN MY LIVEJOURNAL AGAIN<3

brookeybaby @ 2004-09-25T00:09:00

2004-09-25T07:11:59Z

woah...so much has happened lately since i last wrote before going to mexico wow! Ha ok so i came back and hung out with this guy peter alot, saw trav was soo into him still started going to school wth trav broke up the first or second week of school no big deal tho were best frineds now..then now i like someone alot and im just hanging out living life to its fullest

brookeybaby @ 2004-08-18T10:04:00

2004-08-18T17:05:26Z

well lets just say i dont know what to do about anything right now...I feel like i need space! MEXICO FOR A WEEK WILL BE PERFECT FOR ME! I leave sunday

brookeybaby @ 2004-08-10T22:35:00

2004-08-11T05:38:44Z

Well the past few days have been fun
iv hung out with travis n the whole knox family including ian, ricky, missy, jade, kevin, steve..just all my good friends
Me n missy went to the beach and hung out she stayed the night
i hung out with jade
then last night I went to a bonfire for travis' papas 70th bday then his lil sis brooke wanted me to stay the night to have a skumber party so we did that..then today i helped his mom and dad paint I really do love that family sooo dang much! then i came home..plans for the next few days who knows..live life one day at a time..but I know they condist of hanging out with travis <3 because I am so in love with that kid this last week its amazing..the family helps alot too!

brookeybaby @ 2004-08-01T22:24:00

2004-08-02T05:26:30Z

Okay so me n trav are good now..i love the kid..but shoot i can admit it sometimes i can be the jealous g/f..some things just bother me somethings dont..But lying oh shit son! lol..but im pretty sure were okay now..But hes grounded now til friday whick sucks because i ahvent seen him since tuesday..So its gonna be tough for like a week n a half not seein him..But friday were chillin'

brookeybaby @ 2004-07-29T10:11:00

2004-07-29T17:12:18Z

k im confused by travis..we both made agreements on things to do to make our relationship better and I feel Im doing my part but hes not doing his? suggestions?

we look happy yes?

life

2004-07-27T19:50:54Z

yeah So I think Im gettin grounded for lying to parents..about going to a bonfire..wow 15 and theyre still gettin mad about me being places without parents..But yeah i already have like no life with going places and its getting worse because it seems like I have to lie to them to do anything so now their really not gonna trust me! Well today travis is supposed to come over..and thats like the only thing I hope they dont take away from me, i dont care if they take my cell, clothes, whatever i just hope I get to see him because its already been a week since Ive seen him and if I get grounded wow itll probably be a week, so i wont be able to see him for like 2 weeks...so hopefully my parents arent gay and take away this which was already planned but being them they probably will...so lets just hope right. well im gonna go my mom should be home soon and Ill be gettin the answer about travis so talk to you all online..

talked to my mom..travis can come over today <3 but lots of things are gonna start changing between me and my dads relationship I see it happening..i dont feel like his daughter anymore..and so I feel like i should stop acting like it? maybe it will help him realize he has a few!

brookeybaby @ 2004-07-23T17:53:00

2004-07-24T00:53:52Z

eww okay So Im trying to make up with jade having her stay the night or something trying to get past this..and I call and shes at dustins that totally kills it for me again ick Im over it

computer fixed

2004-07-23T23:42:41Z

Okay omg My computer was broken and now its finally fixed! Can update from home now! GOT the new ashlee simpson cd <3 been waiting since tuesday just nvr got the chance!!!

Okay-so wow yesterday was porbably the worst day of my life...I was so happy because I was gettin to see jade! And so I got there everything was cool and we got on the bus with dustin and her sis..Okay and we got to the beach and everything just went downhill from there! Okay I dont know if its just me but I really dont like boyfrineds and girlfriends that cant do anything without each other...like when you go places with a couple one of um has to go the bathroom ok both have to go..thats how jade and dustin are and I mean thats cool if theyre like that when their by themselves whatever but yeah jade totally just left me out..she was like brooke you want to go in the water and I said sure then im walking down to the water and look back for jade and her and dustin are laying down making out on the beach..so im by myself On the shore diggin for sand crabs til jade comes down 5 minutes later. then so I was just gonna go home and they could stay there then they decided they were gonna leave too..So were all waiting at the bus-stop and I knew jade could tell i was mad because she didnt say one word So then her sis and I were quoting movie lines from the hot chick and she invited me over to watch the movie! Okay then here comes the BIG deal! okay so at the beach i asked jade if she maybe wanted to stay the night and she goes umm I dont know maybe this weekend and IO know its because shes gonna see dustin tomorrow (mind you she hangs out with dustin everyday of the week cant spare one day for her supposed best frined) and then my mom said not tonite and I said please and jade chimes in no its ok brooke dont beg etc..so im like w/e and then her and i kinda made up at her house and then like i was myabe gonna stay the night there..and then jade asks her mom on a message and then she tells dustin and dustin got mad because their supposed to hang out AGAIN tomorrow so Im like wtf one day jade wow that is seriously lame..So were ont he computer and she told him Id leave in the morning and hes like yeah im so sure she will or something like that so I just was like you know fuck it jade if he cant let us hang out one day its not worth it ill probably just seee you at school and i walked outta her house...okay am I just crazy or is that the lamest thing to get mad about? MIND YOU IVE ONLY SEEN MY BEST FRIEND 3 TIMES THIS WHOLE SUMMER BECAUSE OF HIM AND NEXT MONTH SHE LEAVES FOR CHEER CAMP!

NEW PICS!!!!!!!!! FINALLY

2004-07-17T03:02:41Z

Okay my computers broken so kristi being the angel she is scanned my pics on her printer and now Im puttin them on here! FINALLY

3 more days til travis gets back from Arizona <3

Bought that baby at the goodwill

I cut bangs on myself -culprit of this cut:ashlee simpson

reunited...Me and trav are back together

us at his lil sis' bday party

Ha man we have a GREAT time together..can you tell?

haha me and brett (travs lil bro)

Cut jades bangs too!

chillin with the hawtie kristi MARVIN

mmmm del taco

my week

2004-07-16T20:14:11Z

Okay so wow life is going great! monday i went to krstis and hung out with her and her b.f..fun fun! then I went to kevins game wioth trav and steven and they won! woot woot, then me trav and steven went to stevens house and played soccer with his fam and mike danna I love that kid! then tuesday my mom was off we hung out went out to lunch and souplantation and then wednesday I didnt really do anything watched the new newlyweds, ashlee simpson show..Yes im obsessed..Oh and the new simple life..If anyone watches that show the pink hat paris was wearing my aunt made woop woop! then yesterday I hung out wih travis! he came over forever, it was great he left on vacation today so we wanted to spend time together before he left..and now Im sittin at jadies with her and dustin what a cute couple..I love them ! and jades eatin lucky charms in her sports bra and dustins walkign around with his trunks! ha..lovin it..Well im out later

Summer

2004-07-12T23:03:51Z

Okay well my computers broken So Im writing on kristis...Okay my summer...dude I live a twisted life right now...okay as you all know..i was going out with blake (great amzaing guy) but I was in love with travis before like majorlly heartbroken when we broke up...But then like travis started coming back to me and I was saying no alot and I was telling Him i really liked blake and stuff, then I got really weak I guess you can say..Like I started to miss him alot because everything we talked about when we were on the phone sounded so right and just reminded me of times with him was i was the happiest girl In the world..So i did something that probably wasnt right..But I did it because at the time thats what my heart was telling me to do...and that was kiss travis..I know its wrong to cheat but At that point in my mind nothing else mattered...So Now I am back with travis we got back together on the 4th of July and then Yeah were doing great again, we talked and decided that our relationship cant be anything like last time no fighting over stupid things, no gettin jealous over dumb things well Nown i am off to kevins baseball game with travis and steven! talk to ya'll when my comouters fixed

schools out

2004-06-18T03:26:52Z

Yeah yeah schools out for summer. Sweet deal..this summer is goin to be fun! I cant wait..Im hanging out with the crew today missy blake and jon what a day tomorrow me and jade are going to an end of the year party and Saturday is kellis bonfire

My amazingly fun night

2004-06-13T07:58:10Z

K omg I probably had one of the funnest nights Ive had In a long time tonite..me blake nikki ocampo malcolm and kristi all went to blakes and hung out and just had a fun time we watched the breakfast club, played 10 fingers, a little spin the bottle..god I love my friends to death! and blakey your hilarious! heres a LOT of pics

The CREW

Nikki and Malcolm

me of course

Blake

Ocampo the mexican

KRISTI I DIDNT HAVE A PIC OF JUST YOUR FACE DAMN IT!

Now for the fun...

me and Nikki love our blakester

Ha Nikki and Malcolm some heavy lovin..its not the size but how u use it lol

Blakes a PIMP and he knows it

GREAT FRIENDS FOREVER..I love you guys!

ha oh man hes hilarious

watching the breakfast club..hilarious movie

the crew loves each other

ended with a good night kiss

those knoxs..

2004-06-10T04:28:22Z

Okay well wow today was interesting..i went to my exs travis' house and hung out with his family. When we broke up we promised each other wed stay frineds and id stay in touch with his family because they mean alot to me..ive known them for over a year and 1.2 now and they grew to become like great frineds...so today I hung out with all his lil bros and sis! BROOKE omg~ shes the cutest thing and I swear shes gotta be like my best frined. And wow, travis is throwing lots of idead and things at me right now..ahhh!!!! oh and nate dogg was there..I LOVE that kid! hes great! Heres pics from today!

Oh man me and brett i missed this kid so much, hes such a little hottie..girls this boy is single <3

brett me and brooke

me and brookey

Shes definetly gotta be one of my best frineds lol

damn shes a crack up

theres me and the ex travis..nathan was takin a pic of trav and I was right behind him so i decided to poke my head in there

thetes nate dogg, damn what a sexy beast

theres blake and billy..their aspiring models..ha jk jk..hawt pic tho

MY BDAY review...

2004-06-08T00:58:32Z

I finally got my hair re-higlighted <333

Okay so my birthday was great! Blake being the great guy he is, made me a surprise dinner at his house..how freakin sweet..and it was really good too..then we hung out.WOW <333

-saturday me, blake, missy, billy, willie, trista, jesse, and danielle all hung out at willies that was pretty sweet he moved like right down the street from missy and his new house has a pool and jacuzzi so we just chilled. ha and before that we went to pizza time buffet ha it was so much fun.and me and melissa went shopping and I bought a new shirt!

-sunday stayed home and re-arranged my room!

CLICK THE LINK FOR PICS <3333333

Me gettin' ready my bday morning (notice the new blonde streaks)

Birthday girl...

my friends spolied me

MISSY MADE ME A CAKE SO GOOD!

blakey got me roses <3

Me and natalie

me today bored..the streaks were standing out took a pic!!!

JUNE 4th BABY!

2004-06-04T14:01:10Z

todays my birthday...big 15 haha. tonight im going to blakes at 5:30, for a surprise i wonder what he has up his sleeve! I cant wait..then before that im hanging out with kristi..we havent spent time together in a long time so that should be fun! and tomorrow me and miss are hanging out oh shiz! Jade i wish you werent grounded and could be part of my bday I miss you chika <3333

Viva Las Vegas

2004-05-31T21:53:16Z

MY BIRFDAY IS THIS FRIDAY JUNE 4th!!!!

Well this weekened was a blast-

-Jade I had a GREAT time with you and your fam it Vegas! i love you Jadie Bff for life your the sweetest frined andyone oculd ask for! REALLY!?!?! lol. Shit happens, i luv it i luv it i luv it! Good times <3333 Blake I missed Ya mucho mas thot about ya everyday <3333

LOTS OF PICS CLICK THE LINK

jade got here and I flipped cuz i hadnt seen her since spring break!! Blakey took this foto!

On the way there....

Good times........double chins haha <333

tanning oil= <3333333333

new bathsuits on sale at the outlets <3333

Best friends<3333

yeee-haw lol

haha those glasses are the shit

let us put out your fire ha...

before a night out on the strip

keepin the faces clean

the view <333

the water show...

our hotels pools

excalibur hotel..

Day view

and last blake at school..sorry kinda blurry from kellis phone...awww i <3 him mucho mas!

brookeybaby @ 2004-05-28T15:33:00

2004-05-28T22:33:09Z

leavin for vegas around 6 so excited have mucho pics when i get home jade cant wait to see ya..and blake and melissa, Ill miss you guys..oh and blake I had a GREAT day with you totally woth it

these are the days of our lives...

2004-05-26T04:45:46Z

today was fun me and missy took pics at lunch and were laughing like crazy then after school me and alyssa baked a double stack cake..omg it was so good! So heres the pics of course, always capturing these moments:

last night outta the showa

emo..oh shit where are the razorblades haha

ha missy with her cookie..got milk

wow, were so dumb sometimes.

miss started laughing

Jonathon Finley at lunch...funny kid!

terrible 3 wooot woot

the cake necesities

me at alyssas

stir it up

ooooh lala

miss americas

the end..LEAVE COMMENTS HOES!

My Day <33

2004-05-25T00:55:04Z

well today i went to school pretty boring nothing special, i had a good time with meliss, blake was absent tho so that kinda sucked, but then NO coach at socca whoo hoo! lol..Then alyssa came over hah we had a blast the whole 45 minutes she was here.. PICTURES OF US BELOW!

the beginning

brrr...my snow vest lol

my huge mirror came in handy

emo kids lol

uh oh

ha alyssa face

sexy hair

the end..lol

saturday baby

2004-05-23T06:49:45Z

well tonite was pretty fun. Melissa cam over shes my girl and then we went and played soccer with the boys..Blake malcolm and david. then we went and ate wendys, went to malcolms cuz we videotaped socca again, me and blake had fun at malcolms..again. and then me and miss came home everybody in the club gettin tipsy lol. then we just made her a journal miss_sayel check it out! heres some pics from the last couple of nights

me and Melissa at java nite

bad pic, but good times baby!

me and malica

dude i freakin luv ya blake your too funny, and malcolm oh shit sorry about your bed..ha just dint use the sheets ha :)

Im outz~ Brookey

friday

2004-05-22T06:39:09Z

-chilled at blakes house and watched step into liquid
-daniel, ian, and malcolm came over
-went to marina to play some socca bridgette and el toro met us there
-mcdonalds for dinner
-malcolms house to watch video and oh god freakin have one of the best nights ive had in a while..blake your freakin amazing <3
-back to blakes, hung out watched the kids play poker
-home now and let me tell you what malcolms house was the best part of my night for sure! and blake dude I freakin luv you!

could have been better.

2004-05-20T22:39:31Z

ha yeah well today was asi asi! just not my day i guess..It was awesome seeing blake <333 and melissa <3 your my girl lol i luv ya and if he doesnt want it anymore you deserve better!! shit ill go out with you lol! well yeah im gonna go for now, Java Nite tonite woop de woop free food for me and missy! ha, much love see you there!

-brookey

Oh and Jadelynn if you see this I miss you so much babe and i cant wait to see you! everytime I think of ya I get a huge smile on my face! Dude BFF for life chickie! Cant wait til vegas and spend a whole girlfilled weekend with you! I <3 you!